Get a grip part II

A couple of days ago I wrote about my lack of mental clarity and concentration. I couldn't make sense of my thoughts, any of my thoughts. Well now there's a whole new set of thoughts, and although I can make sense of these thoughts, I'm having a hard time figuring out what to do about them. Like at the root of most feminine problems, there is a guy involved. What do I do? I'm on the fence, literally suck in the middle. To be perfectly honest this shouldn't be hard, there is a simple solution, that is actually not so simple for me. I have found myself in last few months constantly struggling with what I should do, and what is easiest to do. In many ways there is beauty in simplicity, don't you think? Well, I'm sure I'll figure it out, but if not, then I'm positive I'll be back shortly.