Perhaps...

I've been ridiculous lately. My behavior may be construed as reckless in some regards, careless at times, and impulsive to be sure. Though, as ridiculous as I believe I have been, it does not greatly exceed the limits of acceptable behavior. What I mean to say is that, I know that to some my attitude is in no way ridiculous, but it is different than what it has been in the past. In many ways, I like the change, it's never boring, I now have stories, and adventures. Although I have learned to take life less seriously, I am aware that there needs to moderation, I can't be ridiculous all the time or should I say, I don't want to be ridiculous all the time. So what you ask has brought on the change? What has made me throw caution to the wind? What has finally made me take risks? I thought about this for a while, and the answer is simple, I'm trying to miss you less...